CHEERS TO ALL THE WOMEN IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE HELPED SHAPE ME ..............

WOW MOTHERS DAY TODAY WAS A DAY OF SUCH ENLIGHTENMENT AND FURTHER UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU CAN CREATE THE LIFE THAT U WANT FOR YOURSELF BUT EVERYTHING HAS TO START FROM WITHIN AND IT HAS TO BE HONEST..SOMETIMES THE HARDEST THINGS TO DO IS TO LOOK AT WHERE YOU ARE WRONG INSTEAD OF LOOKING AT WHO TO BLAME.. AS A YOUNG DISTURBED BOY FOR ME DUE TO THE FACT IS WAS SO STRONG MINDED AND DEALING WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES ALL MY LIFE MY FAMILY LOOKED AT ME AS THE BAD APPLE OF THE BUNCH...AND ME NOT HAVING THE COURAGE TO SPEAK ABOUT WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH I WAS ALWAYS GETTING INTO TROUBLE...AND TILL NOW IT HAD REALLY PUSHED ME AWAY FROM MY FAMILY BECAUSE IN MY HEART I REALIZED THEY COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH...SO I WALKED AWAY AND IN ME WALKING AWAY AND FAILING AND FALLING TO MANY TIMES TO EVEN REMEMBER I LEARN WHAT I NEEDED TO KNOW TO BE ABLE TO COME BACK AND BE THE PERSON THAT KEEPS MY FAMILY TOGETHER LIKE MY GRANDMOTHER..ONE THING I LEARNED FROM HER WAS TO NEVER GIVE UP..SHE NEVER GAVE UP ON NO ONE IN THE FAMILY SHE WAS THE GLUE THAT KEPT EVERYTHING TOGETHER..EVEN AMONGST ALL THE CRAZINESS I PUT THE FAMILY THROUGH AT A YOUNG AGE...I FELT SHE CONSIDERED ME HER FAVORITE...WE SHARED A BOND TO ME SHE WAS MY MOTHER.. AND PLUS SHE SAVED ME FROM A LOT OF BEATINGS...LOL... I GUESS IN WAY IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO MY FAMILY AND NOT ONLY FOR THEM TO HEAR MY GROWTH AS A MAN BUT FOR THEM TO SAY WOW I CAN FEEL YOUR DIFFERENT...ITS CRAZY TO FEEL LIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME I HAVE A HOLD OF MY DESTINY AND TO FEEL SECURE IN THE MAN THAT I AM BUT TO FEEL SECURE IN THE TEAM THAT'S AROUND ME AND THE HONESTY AND REALNESS THAT'S A PART OF MY LIFE WHICH CERTAINLY PLAYED A KEY PART IN ME FINDING MYSELF AND COMING TO TERMS WITH ME..FLAWS AND ALL...I HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE WOMEN THAT HAVE PLAYED A PART IN TEACHING ME WHAT A REAL MAN IS AND THE RESPONSIBILITIES AND STAND THAT U HAVE TO TAKE AS A MAN..BEING A MAN MEANS LEARNING HOW TO BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU AND ALLOWING YOUR STRENGTHS TO BUILD THE ONES YOU LOVE BUT BEING HUMBLE ENOUGH TO LEARN FROM OTHERS WHAT U NEED TO BETTER YOU AND HAVING THE COURAGE TO STAND UP FOR WHAT U BELIEVE IN..I MADE A PROMISE TO MY GRANDMOTHER TODAY AND THAT WAS WHEN SHE PASSES CAUSE I KNOW ONE DAY SHE WILL........ I WILL CRY...BUT WHEN SHE PASSES I WANT HER TO BE LOOKING DOWN AND ME AND SMILING AND LAUGHING KNOWING THAT THE INSECURE BOY SHE BELIEVES IN SO MUCH GREW UP TO BE A FAMILY MAN WHO NOT ONLY TAKES CARE OF HIS OWN BUT ALL THOSE AROUND HIM....SEE AS A MAN U LEARN TO ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY AND U UNDERSTAND THAT CERTAIN SITUATIONS WILL BECOME BIGGER THAN U BUT ITS ALL HOW U RESPOND TO IT..WHEN I WAS YOUNG I SAID I WOULD RULE THE MUSIC WORLD ONE DAY NOT TO HAVE ALL THE WEALTH IN THE WORLD BUT SO I COULD TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY.AND MY TEAM'S FAMILIES..AND FRIENDS FAMILIES....AND TO BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OR PROVIDE HELP TO THOSE THAT DON'T HAVE A FAMILY...HAVING BEEN THROUGH SO MANY DIFFERENT SITUATIONS..IT GAVE ME INSIGHT INTO LOOKING NOT ONLY AT YOUR SITUATIONS BUT LOOKING AT OTHER PEOPLE'S SITUATION THROUGH THERE EYES..SOO...TO ALL THE LADIES IN MY FAMILY TO ALL ALL THE LADIES THAT HAVE SUPPORTED AND UPLIFTED ME AND CHOSE TO CARE AND PROVIDE ENCOURAGEMENT AND SHELTER AND AMAZING FOOD AND CLOTHING AND PROVIDE ME WITH A PLACE TO GROW WHEN MOST WOULD TURN AWAY..... ONE DAY AND I SAY ONE DAY BECAUSE IT WILL HAPPEN AND I KNOW THAT IN LIVE NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE SO GETTING BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING ONE DAY I WILL BE A BLESSING NOT ONLY TO MY FAMILY AND MY GRANDMOTHER WHO I LOVE SO MUCH BUT TO ALL THOSE LADIES THAT HAVE ADDED THEIR SPECIAL SPICES AND INGREDIENTS INTO MAKING ME FEARLESS.....
SO I SAY TODAY HERE'S A TOAST TO LIFE AND LOVE AND HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS TO ALL THE WOMEN THAT I HAVE LOVED, THAT I STILL DO LOVE AND I WILL LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



THE DREAMCATCHERS
"PRACTICE AN HONEST WAY OF LIVING AND YOU WILL GET HONEST RESULTS"