FEAR....AND THE CLIFF.....

So I'm sitting here right listening to a song by Lil brother its goes by the name of "Two steps Blues" It's funny cause it's been a while since music has touched me, or made me feel like damn so I'm not the only one that feels this way. Like I remember a time when certain songs used to bring out certain emotions like "Slipping" by Dmx, or "Feeling it" by Jay-Z. I feel like those songs really spoke for all those people that were in those exact situations u feel me. So as I'm sitting listening to this song I'm sitting there just analyzing what I value in life. Sometimes u get to point in life where u feel like you're standing at the edge of a cliff, now as u look down u see all things that u can become, u see the true strengths of your talents, you see yourself in your true light just u at your fullest potential. But as u keep looking u start to see little rocks and ridges at the base of it which I would describe as jobs like everyone knows rocks are a part of the earth and aren't going anywhere well just like jobs we need jobs for society to advance but the crazy thing about jobs is that I feel they were designed to keep us all programmed. Imagine how many of our parents, aunts, uncles, or loved ones did the same thing till they retired and by the then they just wanted to rest so they never really got to experience life and u wonder why they don't teach us free enterprising which I believe is how to be your own boss excuse me if I'm wrong but u get the point. I call JOBS dream catchers, u get so programmed going to work and doing the same thing over that u get to a point where u become dependent on your job making it your life. "Note this doesn't apply to everyone but from what I see it does to most people" Shit I almost got caught in that trap man. What happens when a man that's been through hell and back and get to the point where failing, or being judged for being himself doesn't care anymore and decides to stand up be a man and go fucking capture his dreams. He creates life he creates opportunities he creates CAREERS that people will be able to use as a stepping stone to experience and learn things that were once a dream! He creates Hope That's exactly how I feel right fucking now. I'm sick and tired of not winning TO WHERE THE DREAMCATCHERS SITTING ON THE STARS man u feel me and my BROTHERS "AND WHEN I SAY MY BROTHERS I MEAN MY BROTHERS!!! I DON'T TAKE THAT WORD LIGHTLY we work so hard to keep giving u the listeners that good music but what's fucked up is that a lot of people are what I describe as this So check it right not only is the ridges at bottom of the waterfall u see sharks swimming around it which I would describe as all the people that become jealous of u because they see the potential that u either don't see in yourself YET or they become so afraid of u because instead of thinking as lets be partners and rise to the top together they look at u as if u are trying to take what's theirs not realizing that because of our fearlessness because of the fact that we come from nothing, because of the fact that we all worked hard to get to where we at not saying that we are where we want to be but I say we close, because of the fact that for some of us this is all we have this is the one fucking door that going to open all the other doors where we can all set up our loves ones 4 success at life. AND ON TOP OF THE RIDGES AND ROCKS AND THE SHARKS IS FEAR. See fear was that dark mist that makes u shiver, or makes u nervous, or unsure of yourself when u encounter something that puts u in that imaginary mind frame TO WHERE U BECOME AFRAID!! See fear is not real ladies and gentlemen and I can say that now because I'm NOT AFRAID ANYMORE its crazy cause I saw so much potential in myself it scared me, I was my own worst enemy and because of my none belief in myself at one point I got comfortable being average I got comfortable not chasing what is rightfully mine and that's to be able to live my dreams and live life at my fullest. " They say everything was created with a thought" so When I said to myself a couple days ago I'm going to be 100% honest from now on to myself and others" that was the best thing I ever did u know why cause as I'm looking at this cliff I'm not afraid my fucking dreams are down there and honestly as I look back and saw where I came from and where I would stay if I decided to turn around and walk back I laughed I laughed cause honestly if I got to get past my fears and bounce off and away from the rocks and out swim the sharks to land. And capture my DREAM the dreams that will allow me to sprout success from the seeds that I had in my pouch into everywhere that I touch so be it. THAT CANT BE WORSE THAN LIVING LIKE THIS U FEEL ME!!! SO WORLD I HOPE YA READY!!!!