FFFFRRRREEEEEDDDDDOOOOOOMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's so much going thru my mind right now honestly I'm just excited about life. It feels good to know that I have people that believe in me not only on a personal level but a musical and business level as well. People that respect not only my ideas but people that have no EGO's, people that are willing to allow me to share my experiences whether it be positive or my failures. People who do not judge me by what other people have to say but people that take the time to form there own conclusions about who I am based on my actions and how i have treated them. All my life all i ever fought for was acceptance. They say U are what u eat so if u eat positivity that's what u get back in all forms but if u eat confusion and feed into insecurities that's what u get back. I now know the best way to live life in my eyes and that is to fully be myself all across the board. No holds barred and some people cant take that. I don't get why so many people are followers when we are all unique. I would rather spend time mastering me and turning my flaws to strengths, then trying to live in someone else's footsteps or living life the way another human sees fit. Question if u gain success thru someone else are u truly succesful?? Can u look at yourself in the mirror and be like wow I earned this? The way i view life now is we were all created as equal whether we like to admit it or not. I realized people dont have to share the same views with u simply cause everyone is different in their own right and that's ok. Its just a matter of respect and freedom. When u cant be U a 100% that is not freedom.. And if u can find me one person in this world that doesn't want freedom then I will commend u. Its so funny how so many people place their values into materialism or trying to prove they are better than the next. FUCK trying to compete with the next man. I'M MY ONLY COMPETITION AND NO ONE ELSE CAN BE BETTER AT BEING ME THEN ME. WE ARE ALL BORN WITH GIFTS AND A PURPOSE AND I UNDERSTAND MINES NOW SO THAT WHAT I FOCUS ON. In life someone will always be seen as being better than u whether its them having more money or having whatever it is that u strive to be great at, but can no one be U NO ONE, thats the beauty of life. Thats why i feel the mastery of one's self is so vital in achieving true success. If you were to take all the accolades and materialism from someone what will show whether that person is great? I've been broke all my life YES I've had money at times and had alot of so called fly shit but emotionally, mentally, and spiritually I was BROKE... Having lived in the hood as well as the burbs it really helped change my perspective on life, people and all the bullshit I believed in as a person. Its funny cause i realize the only difference between the hood and the burbs is $$$$$$$$$. The problems are all the same, the media itself sorta puts a spotlight on the issues as far as all the crazy shit that happens in the Hood but the Burbs is just as crazy the only difference is everything gets done behind closed doors. All my life I've had to make something outta nothing but because of my own insecurities as a Man i subjected myself to so much BS that i couldve avoided, but everything happens for a reason, and more than ever i not only understand why i went thru so much but i also learned that your past cant define who U are only U can. If u dont make the decision to live life someone will make the decision for u then slowly but surely you'll lose yourself and everything that makes u You. People love pointing fingers,but it takes a couragous person to be like u know what WHAT DID I DO WRONG?? Now i understand my purpose-I know who i am and where ive come from and i know where im headed. ive not only found balance but ive found a new found strength to get everything i want in life in a postitive and humble way. I still have flaws but who doesnt... I just dont hide mine anymore... Freedom what beautiful word!!!!!!!!!