LESSONS LEARNED TODAY....MY THOUGHTS......

HHHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMM.TODAY I HAD A REAL INTERESTING TALK WITH ONE OF MY NEW FOUND MENTORS.....WE SPOKE ABOUT THE PITFALLS AND THE ISSUES MOST PEOPLE DON'T EVER LOOK AT....WHEN IT COMES TO SOMETHING THAT U HAVE BEEN WORKING SO HARD TO ATTAIN..MOST PEOPLE ONLY LOOK AT WHAT'S IN FRONT OF THEM..THEY JUST SEE THE GLORY...OR GET SO BLINDED THAT THEY FORGET ABOUT THE YEARS OF HARD WORK THEY PUT IN..OR THEY GET SO CONTENT THAT THEY DON'T STRIVE FOR BETTER....IN MY CASE I HAVE LEARNED TO LOOK AT THE END RESULT OF SITUATIONS NOW...ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING CAN BE TAKEN AWAY FROM U..WHAT MATTERS IS THE QUALITY IN WHICH U TREAT WHAT U HAVE....SO WITH THAT BEING SAID I HAVE LEARNED TO VALUE THE PEOPLE OR IDEAS THAT I FEEL ARE TRUE TO MY BELIEFS....IN MY EYES I FEEL U CAN ALWAYS IMPROVE BUT IN IMPROVING U HAVE TO BE U ENOUGH TO KNOW WHEN U NEED HELP...OR WHEN TO SLOW DOWN SO U DON'T LOSE YOURSELF...U CAN ALWAYS DREAM BIGGER NO MATTER WHAT POSITION YOU ARE IN...IN THIS GAME WE CALL LIFE WHEN U MEET SOMEONE WHO IS GENUINE NO MATTER WHAT RACE, CLASS, BACKGROUND, STATUS OR SEX...WHATEVER WORD U WANT TO USE..U EMBRACE THEM...I'M BLESSED TO HAVE A TEAM OF PEOPLE THAT NOT ONLY CARE ABOUT ME PERSONALLY BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I KNOW AND FEEL IN MY HEART THAT I'M WHERE I NEED TO BE IN ALL ASPECTS...EVERYDAY I WAKE UP I'M EXCITED..NOT ONLY BECAUSE I NEVER GAVE UP EVEN THOUGH SUICIDE WAS ATTEMPTED ON MY END A COUPLE TIMES.THANK U GOD FOR WATCHING OVER ME...U KNEW WHAT U WAS DOING ALL ALONG LOL...BUT I'M EXCITED BECAUSE I HAVE NOT ALLOWED MY PAST OR MY FAILURES TO HINDER MY GROWTH...I WAKE UP EVERYDAY WITH THE WILL TO NOT ONLY SUCCEED BUT TO LEARN...IN LIFE U ALWAYS GET TO A POINT WHERE U EITHER WANT TO GIVE UP OR U WANT BETTER AND IN MY CASE I ALWAYS WANTED BETTER IF NOT FOR MYSELF FOR MY FAMILY AND TEAM...EVEN AT MY LOWEST POINT I ALWAYS FELT I WOULD BE GREAT ONE DAY....I'M JUST EXCITED THAT I'M ALLOWED THE OPPORTUNITIES TO SHAPE MY LIFE INTO WHAT I WANT....