GOOD WOMEN DO EXIST..SO DO GOOD MEN.....

ILL JUST START FROM THIS POINT > EVEN THRU ALL THIS YOU LOVED ME LIKE NO ONE ELSE IN THE WORLD.. I REMEMBER US jumping over the fence to go skinny dipping in the pool, to sleeping in a basement with rats - now imagine having to set mouse traps all over the room and we were on an air mattress with a hole in it aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww man.. all these memories they hurt but i have to write about this - to me having to sleep in your dorm room U risking getting kicked outta schoolme for or better yet we lived on a little room with all our clothes and having to take showers at the YMCA or other peoples houses to going to bible study on Wednesdays to making love/fucking/sex till we both passed out to us taking the bus/train or walking everywhere, and its crazy amongst all this u held me down. I thought I knew love but when i met u at the food court that day someway somehow i knew that u would affect my life in a crazy way. Ive never been the one to deny love so my mind was always open to the idea of love at first sight and its crazy cause the same day i met U me and my partner in crime at the time both looked at each other as U got out the car and he told me yo she's the one. You know how u never really understand the meaning of something until u actually go through an event to where if u were watching tv or listening to someone else's conversation you could relate because you've been thru a similar experience. I used to always get upset when I would hear women put men down or call us dogs or whatever new title women have given us nowadays and honestly because of my tainted views on myself I became the same thing that i hated. Having been raised with no father figure and having to watch my mother get physically abused by my step dad i vowed to myself that i would never be what i call an "Man-boy" a man who is so insecure about life and himself that he views woman as objects and because so many women within themselves are so hurt, raised fatherless or been abused whether its mentally, physically, emotionally or sexually they allow themselves to be treated like trash instead of something that has a value to it. Man-boys also never listen to themselves as men but listen to there boys as if there boys could come close to the feeling, that feeling of knowing u have someone a partner that puts u before herself in every way and when i say every way i mean every way. See now women like that come once in a lifetime so lets be careful on who these women get with cause when u fuck one of these woman over u end up losing the most...GOOD WOMEN WHEN HURT LEAVE U WITH KARMA... U gave me a shot cause honestly U could of got whatever man u desired and when u left u took my lifeline with u. We was together for about 3 years and i was a man-boy the whole time not realizing all the little things that U would do for me, not realizing how much shit u put up with, not realizing that u were not only what society would say as gorgeous but u were faithful which was rare to a man who viewed himself as a nobody at the time even with all the talent in the world or people telling u how much potential u have if u don't believe yourself u might as well have been talking to a wall lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Honesty is the best thing trait that i have learned to truly work on because now i live free free from not only my past self, but free of having to hide behind masks and free to love and live life.

GOOD WOMEN DO EXIST CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF AND I KNOW CAUSE I HAD ONE......
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"BEING TRUE TO U IS THE ONLY WAY TO ATTRACT THE BEST CIRCUMSTANCES FOR YOUR LIFE"

from the mind of Steeve Sam