EARLY MORNING THOUGHTS.....FREESTYLE

SO I HAD THIS COLD KICKING MY ASS FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS NOW AND I'M FINALLY GETTING BETTER AND ITS FUNNY BECAUSE I HAD SLOWED DOWN ON SINGING FOR AWHILE SIMPLY BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WAS GETTING TRAPPED INTO BEING JUST ONE THING..FOR ME FREEDOM IS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT WHETHER IN A RELATIONSHIP-FRIENDSHIP-PARTNERSHIP-FREEDOM IS A NECESSARY ELEMENT.THE FREEDOM OF KNOWING U CAN BE ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU ARE FREEELY RATHER THAN GETTING TRAPPED INTO WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT U TO BE...SO FOR ME BEING AN ARTIST IS BEING ABLE TO FREELY EXPRESS YOUR ARTISTY ON ALL LEVELS..N O ARTIST NO MATTER WHAT TYPE OF ART IT IS U DO WANTS TO FEEL CONFINED IN ANY WAY.MOST PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA THAT I FREESTYLE CRAZY..I WATCH ALL THESE VIDEOS AND IM LIKE WOW ITS ALOT OF GREAT WRITER BUT NOT THAT MANY GREAT FREESTYLERS.I WOULD SAY THE PEOPLE THAT REALLY KNOW ME KNOW AND ITS ALWAYS BEEN A CATCH 22.WHEN I'M AROUND "RAPPERS" I ALWAYS GOT THE YO YOU A SINGER AND ALOT OF TIMES I COULD TELL THE MOTIVATION WAS SIMPLY STEEVE SHUT UP YOU A SINGER 2 JUST SING...WE CANT HAVE THIS SINGING DUDE UPSTAGING US..AND TRUST ME THATS NEVER THE INTENT I JUST LOVE WHAT I DO.. AND FOR ME FREESTYLING WAS SOMETHING I GREW UP DOING SIMPLY BECAUSE MY MOTHER USED TO PLAY THE SAME FREAKING SONGS ALL DAY LONG..THE CELINE DION CD AND KOMPA MUSIC RAN THE HOUSE.. AND IN ORDER FOR ME TO GET PIECE OF MIND I WOULD MAKE UP MY OWN VERSION OF THE SONGS WHILE THE SONGS WERE PLAYING..JUST MESSING AROUND WITH WORDS FROM WRITING POETRY I REALIZED ITS SO MANY COMBINATIONS OF WORD THAT U CAN PUT TOGETHER TO GET YOUR POINT ACROSS IN ITS ON UNIQUE WAY THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH BEING ABLE TO JUST PULL WORDS OUT THE AIR AND TOUCH PEOPLE...SO SLOWLY I STOPPED REALLY SINGING BECAUSE IT BECAME A CHORE RATHER THAN WHAT I JUST LOVE TO DO.PEOPLE SURE HAVE A WAY OF STOPPING YOUR ENERGY BUT OF COURSE I GOT BACK TO MY SENSES..WITH THIS COLD ALMOST GONE IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE NOW THAT I HAVE BEEN IN THE MOOD TO REALLY SING AGAIN I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TOO SINCE THIS COLD..WHICH MADE ME ANALYZE THESE GIFTS AND REALLY CHERISH THEM...SO IM BACK TO ALL OUT SINGING FRESSTYLING AND DOING EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME WHO I AM...MUSIC IS MY FORM OF EXPRESSION WELL ONE OF MY FORMS OF EXPRESSIONS....:)CHECK OUT THE RECORD AT THE BOTTOM...PEACE WORLD....


MY JOB by steevesamsdream