I DONT CARE WHOEVER SAID A MAN CRYING IS WACK...FUCK YOU....

TODAY I GOT TERRIBLE NEWS...AN EARTHQUAKE HIT MY HOME HAITI TODAY...FOR ME WHEN I SAY MY HOME ITS TRUE....TO SOME THEY LOOK AT HAITI LIKE HAHAHAHAHA ITS JUST POVERTY OVER THERE WHY WOULD U SAY THAT'S YOUR HOME.... BECAUSE HAITI IS WHERE I LEARNED ALOT OF THE VALUES AND VIEWS THAT HAVE SHAPED MY FOUNDATION...SEE IN HAITI TAKE THE WORSE IN AMERICA AND ITS STILL HEAVEN TO SOMEONE IN HAITI...I'LL NEVER FORGET HOW MY LIL COUSINS LOOKED UP TO ME JUST FOR THE FACT I WAS BLESSED WITH THE CHANCE TO STEP ON AMERICAN SOIL TO THEM ITS LIKE I WAS BETTER THAN THEY ARE...I REMEMBER ALWAYS GETTING TREATED WITH FAVORITISM AND I USED TO HATE IT...HOW COULD I EAT AND MY COUSINS NOT EAT NO WAY....I HAD SOME OF THE BEST TIMES OF MY LIFE IN HAITI WITHOUT A TV-COMPUTER-ELECTRICITY TILL THIS DAY IN HAITI EVE WITH ALL THE CRAZINESS GOING ON WHEN I WAS THERE I FELT LOVED...EVERYDAY EVEN THOUGH WE HAD ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...EVERY WAKING SECOND WAS LIVED AND APPRECIATED UNLIKE OVER HERE WHERE IT KILLS ME EVERYDAY TO SEE HOW PEOPLE JUST ABUSE EVERYTHING..TO ME IT'S ALREADY BAD ENOUGH I COME FROM THE POOREST COUNTRY IN THE WESTERN HEMISPHERE BUT TO HAVE AN EARTHQUAKE THIS SIZE HIT HAITI JUST MADE ALL THE WORK THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON TO BETTER THE COUNTRY NULL AND VOID...IMAGINE NOT EVEN HAVING THE OPTION TO BECOME SOMETHING...ITS SOME PEOPLE IN HAITI THAT WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT A TV IS...TO SOME THATS CRAZY...ALL MY LIFE SINCE I LEFT HAITI AFTER THE 2 YEARS MY MOMS MADE ME SPEND THEIR I PROMISED MYSELF THAT I WOULD GET MY FAMILY OUTTA THERE OR IF I COULDN'T GET THEM OUTTA THERE CAUSE I DOUBT IF MY GRANDMA WOULD WANT TO LEAVE I WOULD MAKE SURE THEY WERE WELL TAKEN CARE OF...NOW I'M AFRAID THAT THAT CHANCE MAY HAVE GOTTEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AND THE WORSE PART ABOUT IT IS I HAVE TO PHYSICALLY GO TO HAITI TO FIND OUT IF MY FAMILY IS ALIVE THEY HAVE NO TELEPHONE...ITS FUCKED UP OUT THERE MAN...THIS HURTS ME SOO MUCH...I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW....GOD HAS HIS REASON I GUESS...HOW CAN I HAVE AN EGO-HOW CAN I COMPLAIN-I CANT EVEN EAT RIGHT NOW CAUSE TO KNOW I'M EATING AND MY FAMILY ISN'T HURTS ME....GOD EVEN IF MY FAMILY IS STILL ALIVE OR NOT I WILL NOT HATE U CAUSE OF THIS I WILL STILL CONTINUE TO WORK TO CHANGE PEOPLE'S LIVES...WITH THE GIFTS U HAVE GIVEN ME....AND BRING A CHANGE TO MY COUNTRY



Haiti profile:
Area: 27,750 sq km
Population: 7 million
Population growth rate: 1.42% (2002 est.)
Net migration rate: -2.31 migrant(s)/1,000 population (2002 est.)
Life expectancy at birth: 49.55 years
People living with HIV/AIDS: 210,000 (1999 est.)
GDP per capita: purchasing power parity $1,700 (2001 est.)
Population below poverty line: 80%
Main trading partners: US, EU.
Internet users: 30,000 (2002)